My Lambs are Your Lambs

O Most Loving Father, You are the Lord over the YLSS... You are the Good Shepherd. Heed the cry of your lambs. Hurry to their aid.

Jesus, Lamb of God, Worthy is your name... Jesus, Lamb of God, Worthy is your name.

I pray... O let the love of God enfold you with His Spirit like a dove. Let him fill your heart and satisfy your soul. Let him have the things that hold you and His Spirit like a dove will descend upon your life and make you whole. Jesus, O Jesus, come and fill your lambs... Jesus, O Jesus, come and feed your lambs.

Lord, we are your undershepherds. We are weak. But in our weakness, we glorify you because you are strong. Hurry to our aid. We surrender to you and your ways. Use us. Teach us. Tend us that we may be like you.

Father, at times the burdens may be too heavy for us to carry. Give us the grace to cast everything to you. Give us courage and strength to safeguard your lambs against the evil one. Help us to stand firm on your word and hold fast to your love and promises.

Bless us, O Lord as we serve you, pls. address our needs because we cast everything to you. We, the members of flock 4 & 5 look to you and wait on you. Work mightily. Be marvelous and evident in the lives of our lambs. Manifest your healing grace, your saving love and your magnificent power. Show them how alive you are, how practical you are and how loving you are. For you are true and worthy of all praise and worship.

Halleluiah! Glory be to you, Lord Jesus.


Amen and amen!

Dancing Again

I want to start dancing again -- choosing to be happy in spite of all the crap I get at the office.
I just feel that if I decide to be happy, people will read it as agreeing to whatever terms my boss is trying to shove down my throat.

I must admit, I do dislike him. He lost my trust. He's consistent at losing it anyway. I'm tired on counting on his word because He doesn't keep it.

Why should my happiness depend on him? On the other hand, why should I give him the satisfaction of seeing me settling down in his team? I don't know....

I can see that I'm hung up on this concern. I need to see the light at the end of this tunnel. I hope my clouds clear up soon. :s

Dancing Again

I want to start dancing again -- choosing to be happy in spite of all the crap I get at the office.
I just feel that if I decide to be happy, people will read it as agreeing to whatever terms my boss is trying to shove down my throat.

I must admit, I do dislike him. He lost my trust. He's consistent at losing it anyway. I'm tired on counting on his word because He doesn't keep it.

Why should my happiness depend on him? On the other hand, why should I give him the satisfaction of seeing me settling down in his team? I don't know....

I can see that I'm hung up on this concern. I need to see the light at the end of this tunnel. I hope my clouds clear up soon. :s

Dancing Again

I want to start dancing again -- choosing to be happy in spite of all the crap I get at the office.
I just feel that if I decide to be happy, people will read it as agreeing to whatever terms my boss is trying to shove down my throat.

I must admit, I do dislike him. He lost my trust. He's consistent at losing it anyway. I'm tired on counting on his word because He doesn't keep it.

Why should my happiness depend on him? On the other hand, why should I give him the satisfaction of seeing me settling down in his team? I don't know....

I can see that I'm hung up on this concern. I need to see the light at the end of this tunnel. I hope my clouds clear up soon. :s

The Starting Over House

Everyone needs space and chance to start over...

Today, I saw the episode in Starting Over where the life coaches decide to let Theresa graduate. Don't get me wrong. I'm no die hard fan of Starting Over. I just chance upon certain episodes and see snippets of the lives of the housemates in that house. I've had a glimpse of Theresa's life -- she had a lot of debts and was helpless. But now, I see her all worked up and motivated, I suddenly envy her.

I envy her coz I'm in a ho-hum stage of my career life. And when I say career life, I mean 80% of my life. Ever since I joined SMART, I allowed my work to rule most of my time, hence, rule my life. I'm stuck. I had my mind and heart set on transferring to a new department by now. But things seem dim. My current boss doesn't want to permit me to transfer, hr doesn't seem to care and the other department seems helpless. I'm thinking, maybe this is right where the Lord wants me to be... Or maybe there's something I should do that I haven't done yet. I'm ready to give up and just go with the follow. Coz hey, I have our wedding preps and my impending marriage life to think about...

Anyway, seeing the changed Theresa... hits a note in me. I want to be right where she is now. I want to feel accomplishment over something important to me. It is my mid-term goal to transfer before the year ends. There are just 2-3 months til the year-end and nothing seems to happen yet. Maybe, like Theresa and her housemates at the starting over house, I must set goals and act upon them. So, okay, here they go:

• Get the real score on the status of my transfer - talk to my boss... Boss, Ano na?
• Come to terms with the possible end-scenarios and seek for a win-win situation - mature, jopay!
• Shape up or ship out (at the end of the year) - if the odds are with me staying in e-services, I should think of a contingency plan for next year/year-end or change my attitude and learn to gel with the team

Pamilyang Pinoy & Events

I'm going to an event today. Pamilyang Pinoy Event. Though it would be in Malabon and with CDE people, I am excited. I find it exciting and very interesting because we would see our target market face to face. Events are like actual implementation of plans. It is something concrete that would generate a great deal of output if it is successful.

Carla is in Davao. She will go to Cebu later. She, on the other hand is seeing if we can tie up with Talk'N Text's Palengke Tour. We're targetting the same market as Talk'N Text's. That's why she's checking out the happenings. This is good exposure for us. We would get valuable insights through these activities.

I brought a camera with me. I will upload pictures once I have them already.

When My Time Comes

When David was about to die, he gave his son Solomon this instruction, "I am about to go the way of all creatures. Be strong and show yourself a man. Keep the commandments of Yahweh your God and walk in his ways. Keep his statutes, his commands, his ordinances and declarations written in the law of Moses, that you may succeed in whatever you do and wherever you go. If you do so, Yahweh will fulfill the promise he made to me: If your sons take care to walk before me faithfully with their whole heart and their whole soul, you shall always have one of your descendants on the throne of Israel."

When I die, this is the message I'd like to leave with my children.

Friends Warm the Heart and Refresh the Soul

I met with my friends last friday over lunch. Their mere presence strengthened me. Again, I was reminded that there's more to life than the stress and pressure I experience 8-12 hours a day at work. I was enriched by their smiles, laughter and stories. Meals are meant to be shared with friends. A shared meal opens ones soul to another because as each one depends on the food they partake, each one opens himself up and exposes his vulnerability to the rest. Exposing one's self is okay because in the company of friends, their is trust, trust that honesty is accepted, no matter what color it is.

1st Birthday

My nephew celebrated his birthday last may. I am happy and excited for him.
Come to think of it, we never really remember our 1st birthdays. We just have pictures that as remnants of the "Big" day to help us remember. But 1st year birthdays are more for the celebrant's parents than for the celebrant. It marks the parent's accomplishment-- seeing their 1st child through his 1st year. It also works as a reason for people, relatives & friends to meet up once again.

Isaiah Tye's 1st birthday encountered some bumps but in the end, the party was fun. Isaiah was happy so were we.

That Will be the Day

Mom just told me that Dad doesn't have enough money to cover for this month's family expense. Oh no! And I thought I could borrow money from my Dad. It's hard to see one's old man down. I could only imagine the pressure he's going through.

... So to help see him through the day, I offered him Php 500 as his allowance for today. He willingly accepted. They say that sooner or later, our tables will be turned. I will become the parent and they will become my children. They would depend on me as I have depended on them.

Till such time, I should muster enough strength so I can take care of them as good as they did to me.